Thursday, May 31, 2012

Maroon 5 - Payphone


I'm at a payphone trying to call home
All of my change I spent on you
Where have the times gone
Baby it's all wrong, where are the plans we made for two?

Yeah, I, I know it's hard to remember
The people we used to be
It's even harder to picture
That you're not here next to me
You say it's too late to make it
But is it too late to try?
And in our time that you wasted
All of our bridges burned down

I've wasted my nights
You turned out the lights
Now I'm paralyzed
Still stuck in that time when we called it love
But even the sun sets in paradise

I'm at a payphone trying to call home
All of my change I spent on you
Where have the times gone
Baby it's all wrong, where are the plans we made for two?

If happy ever after did exist
I would still be holding you like this
All those fairytales are full of sh*t
One more f*cking love song I'll be sick

You turned your back on tomorrow
Cause you forgot yesterday
I gave you my love to borrow
But just gave it away
You can't expect me to be fine
I don't expect you to care
I know I've said it before
But all of our bridges burned down

I've wasted my nights
You turned out the lights
Now I'm paralyzed
Still stuck in that time when we called it love
But even the sun sets in paradise

I'm at a payphone trying to call home
All of my change I spent on you
Where have the times gone
Baby it's all wrong, where are the plans we made for two?

If happy ever after did exist
I would still be holding you like this
All those fairytales are full of sh*t
One more  f*cking  love song I'll be sick

Now I'm at a payphone...

[Wiz Khalifa]
Man work that sh*t
I'll be out spending all this money while you sitting round
Wondering why it wasn't you who came up from nothing
Made it from the bottom
Now when you see me I'm stunning
And all of my cars start with the push up a button
Telling me the chances I blew up or whatever you call it
Switched the number to my phone
So you never could call it
Don't need my name on my show
You can tell it I'm ballin'
Swish, what a shame could have got picked
Had a really good game but you missed your last shot
So you talk about who you see at the top
Or what you could've saw
But sad to say it's over for
Phantom pulled up valet open doors
Wiz like go away, got what you was looking for
Now ask me who they want
So you can go and take that little piece of sh*t with you

I'm at a payphone trying to call home
All of my change I spent on you
Where have the times gone
Baby it's all wrong, where are the plans we made for two?

If happy ever after did exist
I would still be holding you like this
All those fairytales are full of sh*t
One more  f*cking  love song I'll be sick

Now I'm at a payphone...

Tuesday, May 22, 2012

Greyson Chance - Unfriend you



I really thought you were the one
It was over before it begun
It's so hard for me to walk away
But I know I can't stay


You're beautiful and crazy too
Maybe that's why I fell into you
Even though you would pretend to be
You were never with me

So it's over yeah we're through, so I'm a unfriend you
You're the best liar ever knew, so I'll unfriend you
Cause I should have known, right from the start
I'm deleting you right from my heart
Yeah it's over, my last move is to unfriend you


I thought in time that you could change
And my time and love would heal the pain
And I didn't want this day to come

But now all I feel is numb

So it's over yeah we're through, so I'm a unfriend you
You're the best liar ever knew, so I'm a unfriend you
Cause I should have known, right from the start
I'm deleting you right from my heart
Yeah it's over, my last move is to unfriend you

You come on to everybody
Everybody all the time
You give up to anybody
What I thought was only mine

Oh oh oh
Oh oh oh
Oooooooh

So it's over yeah we're through, so I'm a unfriend you
You're the best liar ever knew, so I'm a unfriend you
'Cause I should have known, right from the start
That you didn't have a human heart
Yeah it's over my last move is to unfriend you
Unfriend you

Yeah yeah yeah yeah
Woah ohh
Oh oh oh
Oh oh oh
So I'm a unfriend you
Oh oh oh
Oh oh oh

So I'm a unfriend you

Monday, May 14, 2012

hectic

hi there :D
I've been extremely busy recently.
Entah kenapa tahun ini terasa luar biasa berat, banyak tantangannya. Mungkinkah ada hubungannya dengan tahun naga? Tapi aku merasa, klw bisa melewati semua ini, I'll get something in return, like a great achievement.

Misal, sekarang aku udah semester 6. Semester ini aku ada 7 praktikum dalam seminggu. Padahal seminggu aja aktif hari kuliah hanya 5 hari (senin sampai jumat), bayangin coba gimana padetnya jadwal kuliahku :-| Nonstop almost everyday masuk kuliah jam 7 pagi dan baru selesai approximately  jam 4 sore. Belum lagi ditambah dengan kerjaan praktikum yang harus diselesaikan di rumah atau laporan" yg bejibun.

Nah, kebetulan aku jg jd asisten salah satu praktikum, jadi ada satu hari dimana aku pulang lebih sore.   Trus proposal PKM-ku lolos, itu loh, Program Kreativitas Mahasiswa yang didanai oleh DIKTI. Jadi makin banyak kerjaan. Belum lagi aku ikut salahsatu UKM dan menjadi panitia di 3 rangkaian acara, posisi sebagai kordinator. Ditambah lagi tahun ini aku -insyaallah- bakal KKN antar semester.

Kuliah. Praktikum. Laporan. Asistensi. PKM. Organisasi. KKN.
Imagine that.

Padahal aku juga masih punya tanggungan pribadi semisal cuci baju, nyetrika, istirahat, ibadah, dll. Saking hectic-nya sering banget tidur jam 2 atau jam 3 pagi, dan langsung lanjut kuliah esok paginya. Pernah juga seminggu berturut" dari senin sampai minggu full ada rapat, bahkan sampai rapatnya bentrok karena diadain di jam yang sama. Really, it was a total chaos. Diri sendiri bener" ga keurus. Jarang banget ada dikos, paling cuma pas mw tidur aja.

Klw dipikir", pasti diluar sana jauh lebih banyak orang yg jadwalnya lebih padat, sampai" membutuhkan seorang manajer. Klw cuma segini mah, bukan apa" yah? :P

Like I said before, this is like a challenge to me. If I can handle all of this, I'll become a better person. Kayak lagi ditempa supaya semakin kuat! It's always nice to know that you are being needed by many, dependable, trusted. Lastly, moga" aku bisa menjalankan setiap amanah yg dipercayakan :) Good luck to you all!

Friday, May 4, 2012

perih

ada di hati, sebuah kenangan tersembunyi
terkubur
sebuah cinta yang dijaga dan disimpan rapat
namun terkadang ia mengintip lalu lolos di sudut mata
hadir sebagai tetes perih, suatu kerinduan yang dalam

mari kita saling melupakan



perlahan kita akan saling melupakan
tak seorang pun akan mengingat kisah kita
hanya tersisa serpihan memori samar, yang bahkan enggan untuk dikenang
dan setiap pertanyaan, biarlah berakhir di tanda tanya
jawabannya tersembunyi di hati kita masing-masing, entahlah apa akan pernah terungkap
karena kita telah sama-sama membisu, terlalu lelah untuk menyatakan
biarlah rasa ini hilang
rasa kita akan hilang
mari kita saling melupakan